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2012-01-13T12:24:00.003+08:00

Hehe sup guys, just had my operation ytd to remove the metal plate!! Doing great except that my right arm is now super heavy and swollen till the skin is stretched shiny hahaha. From this I've learnt that I never wanna be obese though, cause you really can't even move your fingers or wrist that much and well it just makes your condition worst.

OK BACK TO TOPIC. FINALLY GOT RID OF THE BURDEN OF THAT METAL IN MY ARM. Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

And I love my mummy and I love my boyfriend hehe ok bb.

And you would destroy anyone who tries to harm em'

2012-01-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

Ok officially fucking tired need to crash in bed very soon. Everyone's like mia. Even my dinner, sigh I'M SO POOR THING. Tmr shall head down to all the JC open houses hehe, pray for VJ really PRAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

ITS TIME.

2012-01-09T10:55:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BACK IN NGEE ANN UNI. Feel like a noob I swear, after what seems like 10years without wearing this. (reality check:2months) Yup, time flies. Gonna go back to school to collect my results later. Moment of truth sigh, ciao kids. Don't know what to feel right now.....

When I'm gone

2012-01-06T23:24:00.002+08:00

And when I'm gone just carry on, don't mourn

Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice.

Just know that I'm looking down on you, smiling

And I didn't feel a thing, so baby don't feel no pain.

Just smile back.

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Haven't felt this light in a long time. I have finally attained peace.

Finally.

I know what I want and I know this isn't gonna be easy but I'm up for it. I know things happen for a reason and I sincerely thank God for allowing me to understand this.

Thank you.

I'm free again.

Happy New Year's Eve everybody!!!!

2011-12-31T16:46:00.002+08:00

Yup being retarded myself, WHAT'S NEW.

Gonna countdown for 2012 in a couple of hours time. My new year's resolution? Be happy. Simple words but difficult to achieve. I'm done complaining. Done. If you're not gonna do something about anything I say then its okay. I will do it for you. I will stop hoping. I already have. No expectations = no disappointments, right? So there, I killed myself inside so I'll be happy on the outside.

Happy new year's eve guys, hope everyone will be happy :))

Oh darling, where have you been?

2011-12-27T14:28:00.013+08:00

2011-12-27T14:26:00.001+08:00

Well, I can just sit here and fucking reblog everything. I really love your tumblr. The first time I chanced upon your tumblr it had only 200 pages, as of right now it has 3242 pages.

Anyway, I'm going for a run soon. A run in the stadium NEVER fails to clear my mind. I will return with a peaceful mind and peaceful thoughts.

Look at me

2011-12-26T01:58:00.002+08:00

Begging for assurance.

2011-12-23T06:36:00.000+08:00

Pardon me. Its 630am and I can't sleep.

Nowhere is safe anymore

2011-12-23T06:27:00.000+08:00

Everything that once hurt so much is just a numb feeling right now. I've learnt to stop expecting, to avoid things that will kill me on the inside, and now to look straight in the eyes of those things and tell myself its okay when its not. I don't feel as much pain as before, because I've learnt to look past these things. I won't say that I've grown stronger. Instead I'd say, I just died on the inside. You've trained me to be bulletproof.

Baby its the truth

2011-12-11T17:00:00.001+08:00

Heading out with Faus in a short while:)

856

2011-12-10T01:33:00.003+08:00

BACK FROM WORKKKKKKK :) Ok gonna make a promise to myself -- sleep by 230! Hopefully, cause I still need to bathe and eat my orange hahaha tryna make it an everyday thing.

Work today was awesome: slack and fun yay plus working with this fun Australian band Killer Queens. OK NEED TO GO BATHE NOW CIAO KIDS

My holidays:

2011-12-09T02:17:00.002+08:00

Got my hair dyed :)

Baking day at my house hehe:)

Random day after work, I THINK

Day out with Alicia! <3

MBS for Eric's birthday:)

And just now, sending Ruban off for army.

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Close one eye on what makes you unhappy, just avoid it pretend its not there and be happy.

Happy happy happy :)

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2011-11-25T18:19:00.001+08:00

Off to town now hehehe

This place about bl000000wwww

2011-11-22T05:18:00.003+08:00

Welcome to my home at 5am. Totally feels like just 8pm at night or something plus I am not even using the living room hahaha.

Please pardon this screwed up face, this is what I look like after walking serving clearing dishes and carrying crazy loads being a waitress. 11 hours. How the fuck did I do it. I mean like I sleep 5h on school days and I work more than twice the time I sleep.

Woah my leg really damn pain omg I wish I can fly so my feet will never have to bear the heavy load of my body and ache like &^@!@#$%^&

Wonder if I'll wake up in time tmr, schedule packed and I've been out like everyday since monday. When O's ended. Sooooooooo exhausted god I need some decent rest but ha ha I gotta get up in the morning. AND ITS 530AM NOW HAHA. Aiya but deprived of sleep lol what's new. Gn :)

Nomnomnom

2011-11-19T16:19:00.002+08:00

HEHE GONNA HAVE SOME NUTELLA NOW, ITS BEEN LOOOOONNNNGGGG.

And look its the size of my freaking head yay Chirag be jealous hehe.

Prom 2011.

2011-11-18T22:29:00.006+08:00

Track4life

2011-11-18T21:00:00.001+08:00

YAY I'M BACK FROM TRAINING!!!!!!!! I really love my trackers very much hehe.

RUSHING FOR TIME

2011-11-18T12:21:00.002+08:00

HEY DARLINGS I AM GOING FOR SELF TRAINING WITH MY BELOVED TRACKERS I LOVE YOU ALL AND I SHALL UPDATE ABOUT PROM ANOTHER TIME OK FUCKING PRESSED FOR TIME NOW GONNA MEET CHICHI FIRST HEHEHE BYEBYE <3

CIAO KIDS, HEADING FOR PROM NOW < 3

2011-11-16T15:42:00.001+08:00

SORRY FOR PARTY ROCKIN~~

2011-11-14T15:49:00.004+08:00

WOOOOOOOO FAST GAME GONNA HEAD TO TOWN IN LIKE, 5MIN?? And photoboothing right before haha nothing better to do.

O'S IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Funny how I was soooo excited anticipating the end of O's, but when the last paper ended at 9am just now, I didn't feel much. MORE INTERESTED IN COMPARING ANSWERS HAHA WHAT'S NEW. I felt I did my best and no matter what the results are I will accept them.

Ciao kidz :)

11/11/11

2011-11-11T11:11:00.005+08:00

I, I love you like a love song baby~

Keke, on 11/11/11 gonna spend the day with my loves! LOVE YOU ALL <33333333

AND I LOVE YOU CHIRAG HEHEHEHE.

845 Week 5 Progress 7/10

2011-11-10T15:27:00.002+08:00

And tmr shall be the most lovely and perfect date of the century! 11/11/11 at 11:11 I will programme blogger to publish a post for me in memory of this date:) YES I PLAY CHEAT HAHA IN CASE I DO NOT GET HOME IN TIME TO PUBLISH THE POST MYSELF.

Owellllll I thought the Chinese papers today were rather manageable! BARE IN MIND MY GOAL IS JUST A MERE PASS HEHE.

Yay, can't wait for tmr! Toodles, lovelies :)

2011-11-09T22:29:00.002+08:00

Just shut up and sleep la fuck. If I don't pass tmr's Chinese papers, then fuck myself for trying to act smart and take higher chinese for 7years but still end up failing. My fault. Always will be. Tired of blaming everything else in the world. Know what? I am literally tired of blaming the world for whatever fuck ups. Have been just taking it in. One person to take the blame and solve the fucking situation right there and then. Just say sorry. Not my fault also I just say sorry. Situation solved. Fuck.

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2011-11-07T20:42:00.001+08:00

I wasn't joking when I told you, you take my breath away

2011-11-07T20:12:00.002+08:00

Sup guys, been busy with O's recently but I'm glad I just have 3more days of exams before I can officially say GOOOOOOOOOOODBYE O'S!

Can't wait to go shopping tmr hehehehe and like everyday after O's basically, just can't wait to be done with secondary school life and move on to a new phase of my life;)

Pony, YOU'RE WASTED

2011-11-06T20:38:00.000+08:00

But I, I said never. Cause our love would be forever~

2011-10-28T12:09:00.003+08:00

Being retarded all by myself to calm my nerves before the paper! HAHA KIDDING I HAVE NO FEELING RIGHT NOW. The papers this week are not demanding at all so I am pretty relaxed. Next week, however, hell begins. I am going to focus and set my sights on achieving good results in hopes that my preparations have served enough:(

Okie gtg ciao~

And I know some shit so hard to swallow~

2011-10-27T23:08:00.007+08:00

WAS AT TUMBLR AND I SAW THIS. Damn I want to celebrate halloween:( Stupid O's.

Halloween 2010 :

Super super cute boys AND THEY ENDED UP GIVING ME LOLLIPOPS EACH HAHA TRICK OR TREAT. Yup I was the ghost.

Taking pictures with strangers everywhere and getting hugs for being a ghost. So damn fun:(

After clearing all the ghost shit.

I MISS CELEBRATING HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!! :(

I still remember creeping up behind this teenage couple while they were on a bench by the tree, facing the sea. The girlfriend turned around and saw me staring at them like 30cm away and fucking screamed and dragged her boyfriend hahhahaha then when the boyfriend realised I was human he was damn angry haha!

OH AND I RANDOMLY CHARGED AT PEOPLE AND THEY REALLY SCREAMED AND RAN SO I JUST KEPT CHASING HAHAHAHHA.

Dang it, really really good old times! Gonna needa do this again seriously.

:)

2011-10-27T21:55:00.002+08:00

And emath paper 1 is over! The unofficial answers were posted online and I got 2marks deducted after I checked against it, but its okay! People should really just stfu on twitter about how happy they are, I mean like there are people who did not do as well and are not as happy so you people should probably stop gloating and make them feel worst. Just shut up.

Round and round

2011-10-25T23:44:00.002+08:00

Holy fuck, you get it?!

Anyway first paper for O's finally began ytd! CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW HAPPY I AM, REALLY. I'm not mad I just think the sooner it starts the sooner it'll end! DAMN, I AM SO HAPPY YTD CAME WOOOO. Can't wait for after O's hehehehehe.

I am, the leader.

2011-10-20T13:14:00.003+08:00

Right, so in the midst of completing my physics tys the urge to blog struck me out of nowhere.

Some people just have no leadership qualities, they can never be the first to stand up, lead the group, get everyone's attention and respect, organise an event EFFICIENTLY, have their own opinions, order their own food lol, and well its easy to see who are leaders and who are destined to be followers. I mean absolutely no insults or whatsoever, #JUSTSAYING HEHE.

OKIE BACK TO STUDYING, GOD I NEED TO F.O.C.U.S.

HARROOOOOOOOOOOO

2011-10-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hehe hey hey hey ii'M SH000000 B0000RRR33DDD

Kinda lost track of time (in terms of which day it is) after not being in school for.. OK 3DAYS BUT STILL. Tomorrow is thursday. Tomorrow I shall finish all the structured questions on my physics topical tys! YES I JUST STARTED TODAY AND IMMA CONTINUE WITH IT LATER, AT MIDNIGHT. GOOOOOOOO ME.

EH THIS IS SO SICK:

Kaiying says: (PM 11:12:00)

1111

Kaiying says: (PM 11:12:02)

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:'(

2011-10-18T17:55:00.007+08:00

Guys I really can't take it, really can't get this horrid thought out of my head. This is about the China girl who was ran over CONTINUOUSLY BY IDIOTS AND UTTERLY IGNORED BY PASSERS-BY. Link for those who have yet to hear of this tragedy:

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/what_bugs_me/791224/girl_run_over_twice_but_people_just_walked_by_outrage_over.html

(Please watch the video I know I don't understand what they're saying either but just watch it. Happened in China btw.)

So yes I am going to openly condemn the mother fuckers who did nothing, WHO DID NOT EVEN BOTHER TO RECOGNISE THE EXISTENCE OF THAT POOR SOUL.

Really, how in the world can you leave that girl lying in the middle of the road, literally a broken doll, and walk past. Just fucking look at her and walk past. Heartless is an understatement. Those people are inhumane, no wait they're not even people. They're like freaking monsters.

No idea why am I taking this so personally but it really broke my heart when I saw the video on yesterday night's news. I seriously can't take this lying down, I hope those people fucking realise what great sin they had committed before they die.

Ok the end now that I've gotten this off my chest I can resume with my studies:)

I'm on the edge with you

2011-10-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

BORED GIRL HERE APPARENTLY PUTTING IN NO EFFORT TO BE DISCIPLINED AND GET MY ASS DOWN ON THE CHAIR TO STUDY. Happily sitting on the couch with, yes obviously, the mac in front of me, and mtv playing hehehe.

S0000000 b0000rr333ddddd can't wait for everyone to get back, home alone's not so fun after all. There ain't no reason you and me should be alone tonight yeah baby tonight yeah baby~ Hehe Edge Of Glory playing right now.

Guys I really can't wait for O's to start, to put an end to this misery AND START PARTYING WOOOOOOOOOO but seriously the exam that determines half of my life begins next monday. I hope all my preparations have not been in vain, I CAN DO THIS.

ITS NOT OVER TILL I WIN. RING OF FIRE.

GRADUATION - NAS CLASS OF 2011.

2011-10-15T20:50:00.007+08:00

Its graduation guys!

2011-10-14T09:41:00.000+08:00

GRADUATION DAY TODAY!!!!!!! After 4years in this school the time has come to officially bid farewell to everyone, gonna miss you people:'(

Well I'll fill this space with photos of graduation soon! Seeya kids I'm off to school to study first then partyyyyyyyyyyyyy ;)

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2011-10-12T11:04:00.002+08:00

ok no mood to turn my thoughts into a flowing paragraph of sense so just fuck it fuck what we expect fuck everything fuck the world and now that i've got this off my chest i can go study in peace. no really fuck it. fuck this shit.

ironic how i have no mood to post here when i'm feeling fine and i only turn to this space to release my anger so good luck this space will be drowned in my misery. on the bright side absence of posts mean i am happy so well ok i don't know what to think of it.

ok i take it back i don't resent the world nor anything else just fuck me for this shit.

I want to say I lived each day, until I died

2011-10-04T20:46:00.003+08:00

Alone in my room, yes purple walls haha. I really need to break out of this house, breathe some fresh air and be nicely settled back in, all moods up for O's.

I won't deny, sometimes I magnify problems. They might seem nothing to you but it may mean that hell much to me. My mum doesn't get it but some things really don't even measure up in her eyes but it means a lot to me!! GENERATION GAP.

Anyhoo, just on the sudden realisation that society can bring someone to crumbling point, as weak as when the gentle breeze brushes, all shall tumble and fall. So cruel:( So weak:(

Dissipate

2011-10-04T08:02:00.003+08:00

How many times, over the years, have I used the word "dissipate"? Countless, I suppose. Times like these are really impossible to get by. How did I even get here? Its like what they say about people who seem so strong in the day-- they are probably the ones that cry themselves to sleep at night. I am at my weakest now. Sudden outburst, maybe. But maybe its just the tiny bits I've been keeping in that has accumulated, and I suppose to the brim right now, that are attacking me. I owe this solely to myself, self inflicted misery, yes. Quivering at my own thoughts, I need to consign them. To oblivion.

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Lately people got me all tied up

there's a countdown waiting for me to erupt

time to blow out.

Baby I just wanna daaaaaaaaaaance~

2011-09-29T19:27:00.000+08:00

Pardon people who think I come off as a slut when I say I think......... I need to lose my fats. (I know I won't say that I am fat even though.. k nvm, cause then I'd really be a bitch) But really, the electronic weighing machine just arrived and I measured my body fat percentage to be 17.5% omg. MY BROTHER'S A FREAKING 5%.

God I really need to start working out again. This is what no training does to me:( I miss track. Need to get my body in shape for prom hahaha but really, on the healthy aspect I just need to exercise more regularly #sigh

COME ON O'S, COME AT ME, GET IT OVER, SO I CAN ENJOY LIFE.

2011-09-27T18:43:00.004+08:00

All righty, think I'm done with studying for today! Supposedly intended to finish my physics paper but haha I don't like the questions that they ask so I don't feel like doing it anymore hahahaha.

Btw I need to go shoe shopping cuz all my shoes died on me when I was halfway out-.- What are the odds seriously and it was consecutive. Talk about unlucky or maybe I jixed it idk all I know is I NEED SHOESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Kk byebye Clicknetwork time hehehe

Hola!

2011-09-26T21:24:00.002+08:00

Yay my invitation for prom!! So psyched for it hehehehe:)

Btw I don't know why I love seeing my classmates/schoolmates studying hard, it just makes me happy to see them putting in that extra effort for the final dash to O's. Ironic though, feeling happy for them when they study while I, myself, did nothing today. BUT SLEEP. Yes what a freaking pig the whole day was spent just eating and sleeping and eating and sleeping.

Okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk procrastination IS the freaking thief of time, shall take out some work to do........... slow mo-

Every time you touch me I just melt away

2011-09-25T21:15:00.003+08:00

Keke I'm home! Shall bathe then catch some sleep soon (HOPEFULLY)

Ok its really very hot right now idky I'm sweating like no mother kkkk shall head for a cool shower!

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2011-09-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

Hehe first time posting with my computer because I have no idea what's wrong with my Mac it can't connect to the internet!!! Anyway happy shopping day with the girls hehe I'm so tired and hungry but I just wanna crash in bed, wake up and studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy all the way.

Then dinner with Chichi kekekeke happy 8th! <3

The sun is breaking in your eyes

2011-09-23T22:22:00.001+08:00

Hehe just wanna say, if I ever were to be a bitchy teacher in the future, I'd grade you with these.

So true

2011-09-21T17:31:00.000+08:00

Baby everything I have is yours~

2011-09-21T07:16:00.001+08:00

720am hehe gonna prepare for school now toodles!

Johnny English!!

2011-09-20T22:57:00.003+08:00

Hehe nicenice movie!! (With Chirag of course nice hehehehe) Hope I'll sleep early and not forget there's school tmr!

Btw photos dated up till last year???

(Can see the growth of my fringe) AND BTW THE LAST PHOTO SOMEONE SAID I LOOK LIKE VOLDEMORT LOLOL. Like 10 000 more photos but too lazy to post hahaha.

Baby baby it's you

2011-09-19T20:05:00.001+08:00

Congratulations its the same size as my nail SERIOUSLY CAN'T CLOSE MY LIPS PROPERLY. WHAT IS THIS.

Party's getting hardcore~~

2011-09-19T10:51:00.005+08:00

Fucking Mica is a silicate BUT IT DOES NOT CONTAIN SILICON DIOXIDE. Quartz is the damn one that contains SiO2. Dangggggggggggg. Shit damn I thought the paper was easy lol considering the fact that I finished it in 25min the first time and redid it another time. Hope I wasn't too careless:(

Btw one of every basic effect on photobooth hahaha was too bored. The rain's coming I better not fall asleep cause I still have a last paper tmr!!!

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Ok the second last photo like too much hahahha I look like a retarded pirate but I don't care.

Its like an explosion every time I hold you

2011-09-18T22:51:00.002+08:00

Showing the world my hideous ulcer cause I fucking bit myself twice in a row on the same spot. It doesn't look very big but compare it to the nail on my index finger ITS ALMOST THE SAME SIZE. Imagine an ulcer the size of your freaking finger nail and I can't close my mouth properly, its like bulging out of my lips!!!!!!!!! :( (ok exaggerating a little but still)

Anyways can't wait for the physics paper on tues to be over! THEN I'LL BE FREE............... for awhile hahahaha.

K bye don't know what to say

What I'd do to have you here

2011-09-17T14:48:00.004+08:00

Btw this is my super cute pencil case from H&M hehe:) (I don't know if this is to be served as a pencil case but I'm using it as one anyways hahaha) And I have a super strong feeling H&M opening in Singapore, will just be the next Cotton On or Topshop. No kid man after I went H&M for the first time ytd, walked around town and I swear I spotted so many people in H&M clothes already. OH WELL.

I will leave my mark so everyone will know I was here

2011-09-17T14:26:00.000+08:00

Boredom speaks for itself.

Have been sleeping like 4/5h the entire week due to prelims, and my screwed up body which didn't allow me to sleep when I really need it. Well finally had some decent sleep last night!!

Btw my current goal (not studies) is to save like $20/week, really god damn broke. OR I CAN GO SHOPPING WITH MY MUM HAHA IKR I AM A HORRIBLE DAUGHTER. But ok seriously need to start saving up omg.

In the night, the stormy night, away she flied

2011-09-14T21:36:00.002+08:00

Still lying underneath the stormy skies

She said oh~~~~~~~~~~

I know the sun will set to rise

THIS COULD BE PARA-PARA-PARADISE~~~~

Sorry not my type of song to get hooked on BUT STILL.

Saviour

2011-09-13T21:59:00.002+08:00

Hehe photoboothing with an ice cream cone in my hand AND ITS MELTING LIKE %$#@!#$%^&**&^ Haha okok I just finished it. Ice cream never fails to make me feel better, really:) I should probably stop turning to food to ease my stress/ make me happy. Its gonna have dire consequences hahaha oh and

I NEED TO GO SHOPPING. NOW. NOW. RIGHT NOW.

But its not gonna happen I'm in the midst of freaking prelims and upcoming O's in LIKE A MONTH. Sigh but well I'm not gonna let myself die studying I'm going shopping this weekend hehe:)

Listen

2011-09-13T19:56:00.002+08:00

Sigh damn sian la studying sucks I don't even know what to say right now because everything I wanna say contains a 'fuck' so I shall just keep quiet.

810

2011-09-10T12:33:00.000+08:00

Resting for a little while before I continue with POA. Been feeling very much listless at home these few days:( Owellllll.

All right lunch is here, gonna eat then nap awhile, HOPEFULLY NOT OVERSLEEP.

Nomnomnom

2011-09-09T14:03:00.003+08:00

Having my lunch in front of my mac hehe SOOOOO HUNGRY!!! Sorry about the retarded towel on my head hahaha just came out of the showers:)

Chem consultation was, hmm. I wouldn't say its unproductive but it could've been better! But hey at least I got to see my friends haha.

Well I'm off to study and then I'm gonna head to town:) Copperrr

Insight

2011-09-09T07:52:00.002+08:00

Photoboothing at 750am hahaha I'm going to school for consultation later! Kind of lost touch of the hectic study vibe hope it'll come back by tmr!!!!!!!

Ok btw wcs is on 早安您好 don't know why I just feel like laughing hahahha okok I gtg soon ciao! :)

This too shall pass

2011-09-08T20:39:00.003+08:00

Sigh today's just one of those perfect days wasted because I procrastinate/digress too much:( Off my study schedule currently sigh this suckssssssss. SUCKS. Have to get back on track tmr.

Sigh dear self, please concentrate. Just 2more months and on 14Nov I will fucking run out of the examination hall and scream till I lose my voice and dance till my legs cave in and just go crazy AND KISS SECONDARY LIFE GOODBYE. But till then, CONCENTRATE:'(

Rain drops are falling on my head~

2011-09-07T14:52:00.001+08:00

Talk about being retarded hahaha sorry I'm bored. Gonna head out soon woooooopie hehehehheeheheheh <3

The top gets higher the more that I climb

2011-09-06T21:38:00.001+08:00

Can't explain how relieved I am right now, really. Realised that I could actually keep up with my over-hectic study schedule:)))) Finished 3emath papers today, tmr 3poa papers! I CAN DO IT. Will not fret must chill sia think I'm too tensed. Never trouble till trouble troubles you~

Fuck sleep

2011-09-06T02:22:00.001+08:00

Awkwarddddd

2011-09-06T00:25:00.002+08:00

SIGH WHY MY SHOW END SO EARLY:(

Not feeling tired, even though I haven't had any sleep since ytd. Stupid youtube doesn't allow me to watch my video sigh I wanna watch my Skins. Guess I'll have to do it after O's :(

Ok I just deleted a lot of shit, shall not bitch about others.

Sorry.......... I GOT TO:

2011-09-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

801

2011-09-04T00:20:00.002+08:00

Bored girl at 1/2 past midnight, not a hint of sleepiness! Fully awake with mtv mildly blasting hahaha but tmr shall be another studyyyyyy day so Imma get myself some sleep anyways:) Soon.

Mood instability

2011-09-03T21:36:00.005+08:00

Chio right my new casing hehehe its the first one, the second one is the old one which SPOILT. Its limited edition siol hahahha don't know why just looking at it makes me happy even though it looks like a toy casing! Its damn colourful wooooooooo ok done enough I'm good I'm over it.

Anyway I swear I'm not pms-ing but my mood changed rather quickly today hahaha from fucked up early in the morning to happygal after since. OH HAHAHAHA I FORGOT I HAVEN'T BATHED SHIT, WAS TOO CARRIED AWAY DOING CHEM OK SHALL GO NOW TOODLES.

Quiver

2011-09-03T11:00:00.002+08:00

Sigh tell me what the fuck is wrong with me. Guess I woke up on the wrong side of bed, cause no one should feel this fucked up early in the morning.... If I had more time I'd probably let myself die then come back and relive this life but ha ha. I wish.

Seriously who the fuck can feel this wrong when nothing has begun for the day? Maybe I oppress myself. Many things are self inflicted, well I couldn't agree more.

OK DONE SWEARING I was just letting everything out sorry. Now to move on with studying, if my mind would so kindly allow me to....

Crazy, stupid, love

2011-09-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

He's super cute!!! Hehehehehe.

Anyways I don't know about other people but personally I liked the movie a lot cause if you really pay attention you'll notice many scenes inside are applicable to life and, very much relatable. Like true true true things about girls, for one:) I'm trying to find that damn line Julianne Moore said grrrrrrrrrrrrr cause THAT'S A GIRLS HEART 101.

Tumblr my forever love

2011-08-31T12:50:00.005+08:00

Time to blow out

2011-08-31T10:15:00.003+08:00

Bored girl me, unintentionally absented myself from school today. Owellll:( Gonna go Syah's house for puasa later yay!! Meeting the girls outside school hehe can't wait:)

Hmm study mood now.......... ZERO. But I shall force myself to do some work before I head out!

Bye lovezz:)

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GOD ITS CANCELLED.............. -.-

You love me more, I love you more

2011-08-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

I wanna go all the way taking out my freak tonight~

2011-08-29T21:59:00.005+08:00

Dancing with Britney suddenly love her hehehehe

Remember what it means?

2011-08-29T00:32:00.001+08:00

Gone with the wind

2011-08-11T18:37:00.001+08:00

790 Forever.

2011-08-10T22:19:00.001+08:00

Master

2011-08-10T21:46:00.002+08:00

I completely plead guilty.

But what can I say? I'm not blind enough to ignore the things I see, I'm not brave enough to tell you I don't like certain things, and I'm not strong enough to keep negative thoughts away.

Boom boom boom

2011-08-09T16:58:00.003+08:00

Haiiiiiiiiiii waiting for Mr Chichi while he is playing pool at parkway before we head to see fireworks at Clark Quay :)

Apparently I've abandoned my plan of wearing red today because I realised my cardigan is cream in colour and if I wear red I'll look like an overly patriotic moron walking around in red and white literally. SO BLUE IT ISSSSSSSSSSSSSS:)

Ok waiting for time to pass now sighhhhhhh tick tock tick tock.

Power of love

2011-08-08T20:58:00.001+08:00

Haha eh shit my mac dying should I charge it should I should I

Decode

2011-08-08T20:50:00.000+08:00

After so long darling, you have climbed your way back up my playlist.

2011-08-08T17:18:00.001+08:00

What am I to do when every hint I throw just passes right by you?

2011-08-08T14:54:00.002+08:00

For me its all in my head:) Some things will just never be said out no matter what, and its not on purpose. It just doesn't come out. Because if you mean that much to a person, the person will decipher your words and realise it actually means something.

And I'm so lost without you

2011-08-07T15:53:00.000+08:00

Seems like my study mood for the day has dissipated for now sighhhhhh.

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!! :(

Home sweet home

2011-08-07T00:18:00.001+08:00

2011-08-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

I hate me too

2011-08-05T21:56:00.001+08:00

780 Sengkang pride

2011-08-05T15:37:00.003+08:00

SORRY I CROSSING MY LEG ON THE CHAIR I KNOW ITS QUITE THE UNGLAM.

Anyhoo I think I wanna wear this shirt on monday for fiesta! Will it be weird since its my primary school shirt? But I like it:( HAHA OF COURSE MY FRIEND AND I DREW IT HAHAHA but no I like it cause its comfortable ok:) SHOULD I SHOULD I SHOULD I. Aiya see first, I prefer red! Gonna be a patriotic citizen and share za love for the country hehe:)

TUMBLR

2011-08-04T21:02:00.003+08:00

HAHAHHAHA OK SHOULD STOP LAUGHING SILENTLY TO MYSELF LIKE AN IDIOT OMG.

AND I SWEAR I NEVER NOTICED THE 'L' IN TUMBLR WAS ACTUALLY A 1 OMG MINDFUCKED X12876524367124

LUCKY 7

2011-08-04T19:12:00.001+08:00

Ghost of Ngee Ann.

Sorry people that's my normal face which is cuiface101 but yeah LIVE WITH IT. And my hair needs to be trimmed, too long! And my face cannot match a bun. OK SHOULD STOP JUDGING MYSELF HAHA.

WHY AM I LIKE PHOTOBOOTH-ING NOW. I SHOULD BE GETTING MY ASS IN THE SHOWER AND THEN START STUDYING.

Which I am. Going to...... RIGHT NOW. BB:)

2011-08-03T22:30:00.005+08:00

2011-08-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

No, they just hate you. So stfu and stop making excuses for yourself.

We're sick like animals we play pretend

2011-08-03T21:25:00.001+08:00

Study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study

Ok, on the countdown of 80 days to O's, I've decided to complete at least 1 full paper/day, minus language so I can allow 13papers/subject to be completed in total. I CAN DO IT. I have to.... My goal is like raw score 10. I dare not pin any high hopes on myself, believe that 10 is already a great challenge sigh hope all efforts will pay off!

NEED TO BE DISCIPLINED.

Hide me

2011-08-02T20:27:00.003+08:00

So tired:( Feeling sick need to sleep soon, exhausted max :(

Anyways glad physics spa is over, so no more spa for the year woooo!!!!! And tmr Imma stay home and complete all my assignments (ok catch up with my classmates at least) so hehe no school:)

Btw I'm feeling that my triple math is improving yay (amath emath poa) but my sciences...... :( Actually come to think of it chem ain't that bad but physics on the other hand......... sigh my fav subject now the one I'm struggling with most.

K shall hardcore (try) from now onwards, cut the leisure time and step on the studying!

2011-07-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

PSSSSSSSSSSSSST

2011-07-31T22:02:00.000+08:00

POP.

HAHAHA

I see you

2011-07-31T21:52:00.002+08:00

Dead beat, gonna fall asleep soon:( Study schedule needs to be planned. And followed. Seriously, sigh:(

On the bright side, kinda looking forward to school tmr! No idea why either hehe but just do:)

AND HOW DO YOU EXPEL ALL THE HEAT AND UNHEALTHY SUBSTANCE FROM YOUR BODY, ITS MAKING ME SICK. LITERALLY.

770 DEADSKULLS

2011-07-28T20:17:00.002+08:00

I MISS DEADSKULLS THE MOST

Nowhere is safe anymore

2011-07-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

I hate that I am so weak. Feels like everyday's a losing battle for me. Sick and tired of being sick and tired, but what to do?

SIGH CAN SOMEONE MAKE ME HAPPY. PLS. FOR 1WHOLE DAY. Like a silent cry from a despo girl here sigh :'(

Miss the days where life was so simple, like in primary school, where I used to wake up 20min before school starts, tie 10 000 kind of hairstyles to school, take the school bus to stadium for training, eat the 10cents ice pop from the mini-mart together after training; where reaching home at 7 was considered late, playing ice-and-water with the P6 seniors during recess was cool, dancing in the music room was fun, going over to friends' house all day, where $2 would last me a day, maple would kill time, talking to friends over the phone for hours, where I'd be happy no matter what because life was too simple to contain any frustrations.

But things change and we grow to experience the fucked ups life has in store for us. And those who live through the fucked ups turn out beautifully strong, and those who get fucked up turn out.... destroyed.

I'd say I''m half dead right now but just to make it sound lighter and more optimistic, I'm half alive.

I'm half alive have alive half alive. Gonna go strong. AND FUCK ALL THE FUCKED UPS AND OWN THIS LIFE.

"When someone flirts with the one you love"

2011-07-27T22:21:00.002+08:00

FYEAH HAHAHAHA LIKE GAD, TO HELL YOU &^%$@!@#$%^&^% MOFO HAHA

No serious.